New Year's Resolution
I had a lot of facetious NY resolutions (decapitate the Statue of Liberty!) but until today I haven't really "felt" them. Then I spent an hour and a half talking to a young lady who happens to be feeling a little despondent about her relationship, and giving her affirming advice. It was both draining and exhilirating at the same time. I've forgotten how that works. I was asking myself why I do things like this, and then, like a bolt of lighting, the answer hit me.
I just got the experience the best eighteen months of my young life, all on karmic "credit", and not for anything I've earned (symbolic of something, neh?). So I'm 'in debt' for 18 months of the purest joy I could ever feel.
It's time to start earning it back.