Why? Why do I want her back so badly?
Why do I want her back if she keeps pushing me away? If she keeps marginalizing what we had so I can't even have the memories anymore? If she keeps baiting me so I can smash myself against the rocks? If she keeps denying me like Peter?
Why do I want her back when she clearly doesn't want me?
Why do I know that wanting her back is the right thing to do?
*note: normal blog service will return on wednesday, the author is just in a slump right now, apologies for all inconveniences*